Part 1: Exploring & Planning

My Storybook Process

This part of the journey focuses on exploring the tools to commit to, the basic structure and flow of the story, and the style of visuals to accompany the content. But more than anything, it was to believe in myself to take that first step. I think half the battle was getting over the impostor syndrome that I'll only be wasting time for yet another "wishful thinking" project.

Image of scattered old letters and photos

2020 | December

In the beginning...

During the Pandemic lockdown when I couldn’t see any family for Christmas, I started looking through old boxes of mementos and got inspired through various keepsakes and old written letters.

The rush of nostalgia gave me an idea for a story. I first jotted them down in Google Docs, thinking someday it could be used for a video game concept or a children's book. Ideally I would illustrate it, but I wasn’t confident in my drawing abilities to pull off something like that... at most maybe little doodles just for visual support...

Pencil sketch of a Lion looking out a window

... because right now my drawing abilities look like this:

(Actual first attempt)

Yeah, that's not gonna fly =___=

collage of pencil sketch drafts

So I decided that mini visual sprinkles are the best I can do since I can’t draw to save my life, let alone a full-blown illustrated book in colour. I told myself it’ll be a “someday” task, and for now I’ll just write out the story for my own amusement *nod*.

2021 | January

I shared the idea with a friend, and she tried to convince me to give it a shot, even just to lay it out for future inspiration.

“Just Nike it! See where it goes!”

Icons of Google Docs, Google Slides, and Adobe InDesign

2021 | February

Taking that first step

And so I did. I completed the outline of the story, eventually switched from working in Google Docs to Google Slides. The benefits are:

1) I can edit and lay things out like a spread with placeholders in a live document (part of me still hopes that one day I can make illustrations happen).

2) It allows me to easily switch between laptop/phone to edit the latest version anywhere, any time, and any place (like on the subway with no signal or in the bathroom where the best ideas often come to mind).

3) It's the best way to draft things up before committing to serious softwares like InDesign (otherwise you're prone to nitpick on the tiniest things and stray from the big picture).

Image thumbnails of inside pages of the first draft layout

1st draft layout

This is the earliest version I could find in Google Slides (the one downside with no versionings at the time). It's probably version 3 or 4 at this point - the drawings actually came later around May. In the brainstorming phase there were many more of these black placeholder squares where the illustrations would appear.

2021 | April

Then something happened. I had seriously thought this story will just live in my laptop for kicks, until I came across a friend of a friend with no design background who self-published a novel on Amazon that he did “just for fun”... all by himself!! I thought to myself: if he could easily do that, then maybe I can too! =O

However, if I am to put my story out there, I gotta up my game and at least include some decent drawings... even if it is “just for fun”, says the perfectionist in me.